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1. |
Sawed Into Thirds
03:45
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[Verse]
It's okay to be lost, the world keeps spinning and I
can't keep track of who has my back
I saw myself into thirds to be someone I could
never be, it's just not in me
[Chorus]
Take your mask off no-ones home
Take your mask off no-ones home
But me
But me (x2)
[Outro]
Take your mask off
This is not who you want to be (x2)
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2. |
Royal Ocean
04:07
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[Chorus]
And I don't know where you can find me
I'm still stuck in here
And I don't know where you can find me
I can't find the air
[Verse]
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
[Chorus]
And I don't know where you can find me
I'm still stuck in here
And I don't know where you can find me
I can't find the air
[Breakdown]
Extreme fear of the failure to find myself
Relying on anthropomorphism to hide from my anxieties of existing in the world
An unease at accepting the words to describe my being
Stuck in the state of transformation between what is and what was
A complete disconnect from my idea of self and physical manifestation
Difficulty completing my goals past the given expectations
All the concepts and phrases I can apply to myself, nothing will remain when my realizations realign my being
[Verse]
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
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3. |
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[Chorus]
Oh tell me
I'm not the one that's one that's hurting you
Please tell me
I'm not the one that's one that's hurting you (x2)
[Bridge]
Doo doo doododod odoooddo
I say doo a lot
[Chorus]
Oh tell me
I'm not the one that's one that's hurting you
Please tell me
I'm not the one that's one that's hurting you (x2)
[Breakdown]
My eyes close as the screen fades to black
Fingers slide against fragmented glass
I thought you would know you can't
Walk past a pain like this
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4. |
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[Verse]
The dust is building up around me,
And I can't bring myself to move it from the way it was.
Another bottle of pills won't change the way I feel.
Not tonight, the stage is set, across the moonlight.
And I thought I'd get to feel the sun,
on my skin, next to yours, but I won't.
[Chorus]
Anymore (x8)
And I won't stop, feeling like I'm a rock,
traveling at the speed of light.
And I for once, can feel okay again.
[Outro]
And I can't find out where you want to be, for me.
No matter how I try, it seems that I'll just keep searching.
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5. |
By "razor-thin" Margins
04:25
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[Verse]
It seems the ones I love,
are growing, moving towards a better place,
yet here I stay (x2)
[Interlude]
In times of self-reflection, I can't help but pinpoint the times I've failed to meet my own expectations.
Even the smallest of goals are a challenge, it seems as if the act of finding possibilities of success is where my problem lays.
But despite every error I've made, and every person I've hurt, it's up to me and me alone to move forward.
The pain of trying to fit,
myself into the person I want to be,
is only matched by the relief that flows through my veins,
when I realize:
[Breakdown]
It's my life
It's my life
[Verse]
It seems the ones I love,
are growing, moving towards a better place,
yet here I stay
[Chorus]
I found it when I looked through, my heart and knew I took too,
long well it seems that, I guess we'll never know (x2)
(My paws, around your, face and, you're cold)
It's my life (x4)
[Interlude]
The pain of trying to fit,
myself into the person I want to be,
is only matched by the relief that flows through my veins,
when I realize:
[Breakdown]
It's my life (x5)
[Chorus]
I found it when I looked through, my heart and knew I took too,
long well it seems that, I guess we'll never know
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6. |
Illusion of Safety
03:59
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[Chorus]
Just because you have the illusion of,
safety does not mean you're safe to run
Prying eyes and nods all behind closed doors
I think today you may seem to find
Another sense of danger behind the lies
You're gonna gonna gonna not be alright
It seems so obvious
And I find it obvious
[Verse 1]
I don't think you know how I detest you
While you stare outside of your fucking test tube
You are not safe
You are not safe
Bitch you know you are soft
Yeah you know your aim is off, ayy
You never leave your room
Sucks you fell off so soon
Take it from me
I'm your head rent free
This is my year, bitch, get out the way
I gotta say, I'm gettin wins for the gays,
Yeah fuck you dude not today
[Bridge]
Another day, another time, another way to say goodbye (12x)
I always thought
The most beautiful time of day
The sun melts into the river
Now (x2)
[Chorus]
Just because you have the illusion of,
safety does not mean you're safe to run
Prying eyes and nods all behind closed doors
I think today you may seem to find
Another sense of danger behind the lies
You're gonna gonna gonna not be alright
It seems so obvious
And I find it obvious
[Verse]
Everybody wanna be a rebel
'til they take a hit
And get so disheveled
Nah I take a hit and I get up
I'm not gotta fix my makeup
I do not care what you think
I wear my fursuit all mink
You write your shit off rhymezone
I'm thinkin different, no iPhone
[Bridge]
Another day, another time, another way to say goodbye (4x)
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7. |
I Think You're Bleeding
07:08
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[Verse 1]
You got this all wrong
You got this all wrong
This is a declaration
To everyone in my mind who
disappeared after the day I met them
The air is trapped in the moment you said you would see me again
But you never would
And don't you say
You know you're a figment of my mind that's true
[Bridge]
I know every time that I know every time that
Frozen skyline today one time
I know every time that I know every time that
Frozen skyline today one time
[Chorus]
My attire's seen the season
Now tonight I think you're bleeding friend, my friend
My attire's seen the season
Now tonight I think you're bleeding friend, my friend
[Verse 1]
You got this all wrong
You got this all wrong
This is a declaration
To everyone in my mind who
disappeared after the day I met them
The air is trapped in the moment you said you would see me again
But you never would
[Verse 2]
This is my declaration
I fucking wrote and staged it
Was six or seven days in
Thought maybe I'm fucking crazy
Thought maybe it's fucking hazy
I never even knew you
It shouldn't even matter
So why do I see right through you
Floating through you
What could you mean?
This ain't for you
What could you mean?
Floating through you
What could you mean?
This ain't for you
What could you mean?
[Bridge]
Frozen skyline today one time
Frozen skyline today one time
[Verse 2]
This is my declaration
I fucking wrote and staged it
Was six or seven days in
Thought maybe I'm fucking crazy
Thought maybe it's fucking hazy
I never even knew you
It shouldn't even matter
So why do I see right through you
Floating through you
What could you mean?
This ain't for you
What could you mean?
Floating through you
What could you mean?
This ain't for you
What could you mean?
[Bridge]
I know every time that I know every time that
Frozen skyline today one time
I know every time that I know every time that
Frozen skyline today one time
[Chorus]
My attire's seen the season
Now tonight I think you're bleeding friend, my friend
My attire's seen the season
Now tonight I think you're bleeding friend, my friend
[Breakdown]
And I sincerely hope you the best life..
But it sure is fun to scream about it!
If I see you again
I hope to give a hug
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8. |
Hiraeth
04:05
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Intro:
The sun, oh it's burning
It's ripping through
Us all tonight
Immaterial, it's not all right here
Verse 1:
You wanted it all and you had it
Your 15 minutes go straight into static
You flew too close to the sun tonight
I can see your hiraeth a mile away
Is all of this just a joke to you
You'd never know what it meant until it's gone too soon
I can see your soul, you're just a broken mess
What if I told you your life was just a fuckin' test
For people more observant to follow your step
I know you know the rest, oh you know the rest
Verse 2:
I thought this was the part I'd think about my life
I guess when I'm here, I'm just obsessed with the strife
It just infects my mind, I guess it never leaves
It's in the back of my head, whatever I achieve
The afterimage of everything I made for you
It's time to burn it out, I guess I know the truth
It doesn't hurt any less, but at least I know
My hiraeth of us, it isn't just for show
Bridge:
You go away
and I know
I won't feel
Like this forever
Chorus:
Your miserable façade won't last much longer
This is just a cloud in skies of many more
You and I saw
You and I saw
You and I saw
My empire fall before our eyes
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9. |
Only A Moment Until-
04:50
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[Verse]
I walk, as the sun is beaming down
To a tree extending branches full of sap and blooming flowers
It's all I ever asked
But its everything I always wanted
Just the pieces rearranged
Small cracks filled in with epoxy its only a moment until-
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Mailto Nashville, Tennessee
Hey, I'm Asher, or Mailto. I make music I guess. I like pretending to be a human on the internet. When I turn off the computer I leave and go be a coyote in the wild. The life.
2017-20XX
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